Tuesday, May 03, 2005

Tuesday, May 3, 2005

[I've been here before a few times......and I'm quite aware we're dying. And your hands they shake with goodbyes.....and I'll take you back if you'd have me. So here I am I'm trying..... So here I am, are you ready?] Always - Blink 182


After a longgggggg weekend, I finally feel rested for the first time since January! Woah, it's already May. O-Levels coming dangerously fast. Hmmm....I wonder if we will all still be alive in time to take our O-Levels....... (not meaning to curse you all)

Today, school was strangely short. P.E flew through.....Mother Tongue was a breeze......Sir was his usual VJ self today in Physics.....Maths zoomed past.....leaving English in its dust. After school, ate 2 donuts and 1 chicken burger! I'm gonna grow fat soon at this rate. (I swear on my weapon that if you see my fat self during primary 3, you will vomit yourself inside out.) Today was simply miraculous. I drank only 1 packet of Milo today! A truly amazing record for me.
(Been drinking Milo since I was still in diapers)

Aha. Not to forget. On this day, in the year 1990, a baby girl was born somewhere in Singapore....a particular baby girl named Theresa Lee! Happy birthday! It's good to see fellow Taureans celebrating their birthdays so near to each other....good luck and enjoy your 15th year of life!

And next on the list of birthdays......is......Mr. Mai Xi Wen from 3/6 who is gonna celebrate his birthday on the 6th of May. Woah, birthdays are coming fast!

I HAVE NOTHING TO WRITE ABOUT.

You can help me liven (is this the right word?) this lousy excuse for a blog up. Yes, I mean YOU. The one reading this forsaken piece of shit. YOU, can give me ideas on what to write about. My brain is currently offline and I can't think of anything else to write except this. (I don't have any more ideas to write on stories, so please. Ideas are very much appreciated. If there's nothing more to write about, I'm gonna get desperate and eventually shut this blog down. Stop smiling and celebrating and yay-ing.)

The problem is....I've lost all sense of humour and getting it back is now impossible, so I have to accept my lame self now :-(. Boohoohoo.

And I hate awful posts like this one. Boohoohoo.

And I don't want to shut down this blog which I have cared so much like a child (if it really was a child, it would have died a long time ago) Boohoohoo.

I don't want to erase the good times I wrote and stored in the archives. Boohoohoo.

I am so lame. Boohoohoo.

Don't you agree? You do? Oooh that's good. Oh wait. Just look at me. I'm talking to myself. I must be nuts. I belong to the home for the mentally wrong. Boohoohoo.

Heeheehee. Boohoohoo.

I am so bored by this stupid Sec 3 life. Boohoohoo. Somebody save me! Boohoohoo. I don't know what I love anymore! Boohoohoo. I don't know what I'm good at anymore! Boohoohoo. I don't know what's worth fighting for....and why I had to scream (Adapted from Breaking The Habit by LP) Boohoohoo. I can just sit down and cry all day but I'm too man to do that. Haha. Boohoohoo. What a contradiction. Boohoohoo. During the difficult times, you have to be strong and you will make it through. You gotta be a man! Who's the man? DAN IS DA MAN.

If you had a dot-machine, how many dots will you shoot at me?

In a scale of 1-10, how will you rate my lameness?

One and a half more months to go before the chalet, 2/8ters! LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL, baby! I mean, BABIES. L-A-M-E.

Nowadays, I just spend my time drawing all day. And I keep thinking it's not good enough and keep erasing away. So far, there's only one work I'm satisfied with. I will post it up on the miscellaneous board when my scanner works again. I'ma keep trying till I have a 2nd satisfactory work. Wish me luck. Oh, wait. WHO CARES?! Do you? Huh? Huh? Grrr....rarrrgh.

Ok, I've tried hard enough to gain my sense of humour back. I know, whoever you are that's reading this. You aren't smiling, aren't you......but that's OK. I will keep trying to put a smile on everybody's face! Even if it means being incredibly lame and stupid. GUNNER FOREVER.

>I hold you tight every night.........babies under construction<