Thursday, June 23, 2005

Thursday, 23 June, 2005

[Gutted like a pig, all you want is the world to bleed. Someone somewhere stole your desire. The pain akin, to being punched in the throat and stabbed in the chest, you would rather bleed than be without her. Gone are the tender whispers dancing in your ears.] Ain't Love Grand - Atreyu - Suicide Notes and Butterfly Kisses



It's been a long holiday, but it's finally coming to it's UNanticipated end.


Yes, today, on 23 June, is the day I first touch my homework. I am so gonna own it tonight. (Yeah, right)

Just thinking of homework makes me sick. Why call it a holiday when you have homework to worry about? "You have so many days to finish them" some teachers dare say. You think I'm gonna sit down for 72 hours, dedicated to homework when I have a beautiful computer waiting there for me to switch on and play? Not a chance in Hell.

But before I get an ass-whooping by any teachers on school's reopening, I better finish it. Tonight, I'm gonna wage war with homework, and the odds of me winning, is ZERO. KOSONG. But I ain't giving up without a fight.

What a holiday it's been!

Not many things to do with school this holiday, and this round is a particularly boring one. Nobody wanted to play football anytime. There was only one YFC session to go through (and it was a good one).

Fortunately though, the chalet was a blast! Literally. 3 days and 2 nights were that short? It was a bit of a slumber party......I guess this time everyone was REALLY sleepy. Yet again, I had my mouth welded shut except when necessary to open it. I really don't believe in acting cute to get attention. Didn't play soccer....Kendrick wasn't there to bring the ball coz he was allegedly too sick to come. Coincidentally, Theresa couldn't come too coz she was sick. Fated? The "cute couple" Sheryl and Leon didn't come too....if one didn't come, the chances of the other coming are slim. See how cute they are.

Who says you can't sleep on chalet days? I think everybody had at least 1 hour of sleep on the 2 nights....unless you're an occasional nocturnal person like me. (Hence, the zombified state whenever you see me in the morning.) But my sleeping patterns during chalet and at home are different, so who knows. Anyway, I think I was sick for all 3 days. Had a really bad head cold with the annoying runny nose. And the Antarctic conditions of the bowling alley didn't make things better. By the 2nd night, the fever kicked in. By the 3rd day, muscle aches and I just wanted to lie down and rest. Too bad they were all busy packing up. But a lil' of the Holy Water (Milo) at Mac's fixed things a bit.

There were some....fun. Went swimming with Nathan(not the Eagle-freak) and Air-Ron. Enjoyed a lil bit of water in the hot sun....and there were the Magic games with Nat...I don't know why I agreed to play even though I know I'm just gonna be pwned for my lack of intelligence in games -_-. And then at night, there would be big gatherings on the playground and we will just talk and talk and talk....about random stuff. Boys will talk about girls. (this subject never fails to make me depressed) and we would talk about school and what we hate about it. (and this subject never fails to make me hate school even more). I really love these discussions, though I prefer to listen rather than talk. When school reopens, I want to look around for some people, namely fags who exists amongst us...and I didn't even know.

>Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make. And that feeling of doubt, it's erased. I'll never feel alone again with you by my side. You're the one, and in you I confide. And we have gone through good and bad times. But your unconditional love was always on my mind. You've been there from the start for me. And your loves always been true as can be. I give my heart to you. I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.<