Earrghhhh.

Ok, before I die because I didn't update my blog, I better do.

Well, the main reason I'm not blogging is because my life is just too empty to blog about anything.

I don't go out much, I didn't attend the prom, I ain't got a job.

I AIN'T DOIN' MUCH!

What I need is a little excitement in life...and my idea of excitement is to go overseas somewhere and experience something completely new. I've always wanted to go to those cold countries experience snow and see the Aurora Borealis phenomenon. I wanna go to those snowy peaks myself and take pictures and bring home photos and memories. That's what I WANT to do.

But for now, I can just keep dreaming of those moments....and rot in this uneventful existence.

I WANT to go out...but I have few ideas and going out alone everytime doesn't sound very.....sane. For now, footie is the only reason I go out.

And I have some self-esteem issues as well. I don't mind that my face is as smooth as the Himalayas, or that my fashion sense isn't the best of the century.

It's my gait.

I know it may sound dumb, but if you walked like an ostrich, would you go out?

That's exactly how I walk like, an ostrich. =/

I went to VivoCity with my family two days ago.....as we were walking past the shops, I looked to my sides and saw reflections of me walking...

And I just uttered in my heart, "God, please forgive me if I had done anything wrong."

But on the other hand, I should just shut the heck up and be thankful I'm actually WALKING.

But enough about that.

Another problem I have is that I just LOVE to procrastinate. To put till tomorrow what you can do today.

For example, one day I would say to myself "Hey, I've been at home too long. I think I'll go out for a walk tomorrow".

And for the next 3 days, I would reason to myself why I can't go or why I need to stay at home. All bullshit, of course.

Please get this in your heads people....I want to go out, but I don't know where, and I got issues. =D

THANX EUUUU.