A Price To Pay.

If there's anything bad from all this.....

It's that I'm slowly losing my self-confidence.

Slowly..... I'm not accepting who I am.

The satisfaction in Allah's design of me.... flowing out.

I've come so far only for it waste away just like that.

F*** IT!

Ya Allah, please grant me the will to accept the things I cannot change. Please open up my heart again so I would be satisfied with how you have created me.

Most of all, please grant me the will to accept that I can never be perfect.