Talk To Me, Tell Me~

Nad,

I'm pretty sure I told you already...

That my heart is always open for you.

I quote myself from my post at the beginning of the year:

If you have anything you wanna tell me,

Anything you wanna share,

Don't hesitate one bit.

Please understand this.

My heart has always been open.

For you, they open even wider.

You wanna know why my heart opens wider for you?

Because sometimes I have absolutely no idea what's going inside that heart of yours.

The only way I can know is when you express it yourself.... whether consciously or subconsciously through your body language. Even then, I only know whether it's positive or negative.

Today I saw through your smile. I saw a lot of turmoil and uncertainty. Did I see right? I'll never know. But I'm sure of it.

Nad.... to say I'm scared to lose you now is an understatement. It is a thought that runs through my mind every day. You saw yourself.... at how I panicked at an innocent joke.

We're on the same boat. You're scared to lose me and I'm scared to lose you.

Don't say I deserve better. How can I deserve better when you're the best for me right now? When you're the only girl I want to be with? The only girl other than my family that I offer my special love and concern?

My dear Nad, whether you're happy, mad, sad or whatever you're feeling, I still wanna see you. I still wanna be there beside you, talking to you and just hanging out. I'll take you at your worst AND your best. If you're happy, we laugh. If you're sad, then we'll talk it out. If you cry, I'll be there with a hug and my shoulder. If you have something on your mind, then we'll sit and ponder together. It doesn't matter at all. All that matters is you're there beside me and I can get to know you better.

All I'm trying to say is that I wanna be there with you whether you're up or down. I'm prepared for your worst times and your best.

I won't give up on you. I SWEAR.

But if you give up on yourself, there's nothing I can do except try harder.

Nad, please understand...

If there's anything you want to tell me, please don't hesitate.

My heart's always open for you.

Don't wait too long...

And....

I'm glad you liked your popcorn. :D Hehe it's nothing big but I hope I made your day. :) Thanks for the kisses :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD woooooooooooooooooot