Wednesday, 6 July, 2005

["I'll try," she said as he walked away. "Try not to lose you." Two vibrant hearts could change..... Nothing tears the being more than deception, unmasked fear. "I'll be here waiting", tested and secure.] Unholy Confessions - Avenged Sevenfold - Waking The Fallen


At last, I have a chance to blog.

Not that I'm too busy or anything, just plain lazy. =)


My life's on an up lately! I'm feeling happy, love-sick free, depression free, stress-free(the incoming tests will change this), being on form on football. I love this "Period" of time. But life has it's ups AND downs. How I wish this up would last forever.....I wonder when's the down gonna happen. For now, I'm gonna try my best to keep this up going.

There's almost nothing to write about. I know it's boring in here. I'll try to keep things exciting...

I had a dream last night. It was very weird and very realistic....like a vision of the future or something.....here it goes. (Don't LoL, Rofl, Lmao, Lmfao)


I dreamt I was laying on a couch and watching a basketball show, strangely hosted by our Air-Ron. (The way he was talking was funny) then the building started to shake, and I start to hear jet planes flying over the building. I ran back to the living room and I saw this pretty little girl with a fair complexion, holding a stuffed bunny. She said to me "Daddy, what's happening? I'm scared." I remembered kissing her forehead and telling her not to be afraid. I carried her and went to one of the rooms and started ransacking the cupboards for her birth certificate ( I don't know why I was doing this, I was just thinking of her BC ). And that's all the time I had before my sister woke me up, in her usually annoying way. When I woke up, I just sat up, feeling very awkward, the way you would always feel when you have such an impactful dream. I kept thinking......"Was that just simply a dream or a vision of the future?" If it was a dream, then I won't be sure if I'll ever have a life in the future....but if it was a vision then......would Singapore be at war in the future? And who the hell was I married to? And if it wasn't for my sister, I could have found my "daughter's" BC and found out her name too =X. It's all very disturbing.....having dreams you wish you wouldn't wake up from......then again if you didn't wake up, YOU DEAD.

I had such an experience earlier (with a dream) where I didn't want to wake up........only Nat and Air-Ron knows of it =p.


Okay, that's all I have to share for today. Yes, I'm still disturbed by that dream.



>I don't wish to be as fast, intelligent and skilled as Thierry Henry. I'm working on it.<