Salvation and Relief.

I have a problem...

There are some days where I wake up...

Missing you soooo much, it actually hurts.

I'd go through the after-wake-up routine feeling like crap..

Feeling like the only thing I wanna do is to see you.

You know...I've never felt this way before...

I don't know how or why...

And it's strange too!

Like....the day before we could've spent a large part of the day together...

And when I wake up the next morning, BOOM it hits me.

Then I ask myself, how is this possible?

Some days, it gets worse...

I get the lump in the throat.

I have a question out there for you people....

How does one cope with missing somebody terribly? :(

I'll be going away for 5 days at a time soon...

I'm not afraid of the running, 200 push-ups a day, climbing up and down in full gear...

I'm afraid I'll miss you soooo much in there I just cannot function.

Well, actually I know what provides temporary relief...

I tried it myself just now actually.

Salawat and Zikir.

These are my salvation and relief.

Prayer.

For myself and her.

For my family and her's.

For peaceful and tranquil hearts.

Ya Allah,

Please continue to strengthen my heart to be as strong as hers...

Please be by my side when I am in need...

Verily you are the only one I can truly count on every time.

I will do my best.

And surrender to you.

I hope I do good.