Normality.

If I don't return to it soon, I'm afraid I might screw everything up again.

To distance myself from it would be detrimental....when does something like this happen?

Not often in my case. In fact, THIS is twice.

It's hard to enjoy life with your mind always thinking and thinking and thinking of stuff you could be doing.

Speculating, imagining and thinking way too ahead when I shouldn't be.

Action must be taken.

May Allah help me when I decide to take a course.