Another One's Shaking Their Head.

If there's something I'm certain I'm good at is disappointing people.

At CDA...

My encik,

My sergeants,

My section mates,

Elsewhere....

My friends,

My sister,

My brother,

My mom,

My dad,

My darling.

Worst of all...

I disappoint myself on a regular basis.

For every 1 time I'm proud of myself, there are a 100 more times I've let myself down.

And it must be the same for the number of people I made proud.

Sorry Sgt. Shafiq. Sorry Sgt. Adam. Sorry Sgt. Zaidi. Make you all facepalm so many times.

Sorry Ridhwan. Sorry Azhar. Sorry Zairil. For making us semula so many times.

Must be tiring.

Sorry, sayang. For making you angry. For disappointing you every night.

It seems that I am just unable to do anything right.