Self-Revision.

Who knew...

All it took was a few hours alone outside.

Went shopping with myself today. Walking around town with my MP3 player as company.

Just like the old times.

I don't know what to say about the alone time I had.

It kinda sucked, but I learnt a lot from it.

Firstly, I had to navigate on my own. Didn't get lost ALHAMDULLILAH.

*sigh* I don't know what to say lah... People worried you'll get lost in town?

What do you think that means? *shakes head*

Hahaha but shopping on your own is kinda fun. No pressure! :D Take own sweet time. Woot!

But I'd still rather be holding your hand lookin' at stuff in the shop.

Another thing I experienced a bit was the feeling I had when I was single. Looking at couples and feeling envious. Feeling curious. "Damn, I wish I could hold hands with someone special." "Wow, I wonder what it feels like to be with someone you love."

And then suddenly, a familiar feeling returned.

The feeling I had about you back when I was at the mind**** stage.

The urge to always be with you.

The burning desire to make you happy.

And with the feeling, came the default mindset.

I'm still feeling it now as I'm typing this...

Subhanallah.. Thank you, Allah.

You've answered my prayers for guidance.

I know now what I must do.

It's just I got so much less time to work with.

Get to work, buddy.